Author: Helios

Lack of guidance often indicates correct trajectory. Don’t stop because nothing is telling you to change. 

Nothing is fucked, Dude. 

There are sometimes those moments in practice when it works. When both the practitioner and the practice hit a spontaneous maturation point and everything changes. All of creation opens up. 

Today the heart chakra meditation one of my teachers gave me many months ago did that. Or, more accurately, I did that, was that while practicing. 

I was warned it had the potential to open up tremendous dimensional spaces and connect to a much wider spiritual ecosystem, but to just practice it straight. Not to force it. No striving. 

Each day layers unfolded, periodically thresholds were crossed, stages acquired. After a time I ceased to dwell on the “goal” of activating my energy body sufficiently to access the fundamentally different level of entities she spoke of. 

And of course, when we let go things can happen.  And it did. The veil suddenly dissolved and an audience heartily welcomed me. Another graduate enters the fold. 

Now it begins. 



There is a very human tendency to view one’s reality as THE reality. An important fallacy to apprehend. 



Oh Icarus, have a nice flight. 

Play is love in motion. 

Tat tvam asi 

Thou art that

Do not confuse expression with communication. 

In wine there is truth, tea is presence. 

The sun must shine. 

Electrical grounding has a spiritual analog, the Witness. Form is proportional to the capacity of the witness. 

You are a being of light. Struggle, scars and trauma is where you can learn this. Overwhelmed? Mauled by experiences? Twisted by history? Let it all go. Breathe. Notice what’s left, what is sticky? There are the opportunities. 

The real threshold is not “awakening”, it’s the breaking free of a static identity. Overwhelm is a largely mental concept that happens when the rate and scope of change exceeds the ability of an individual to stay present using a static identity. “Grounded”

5d grounding is dynamic. Relational. 

This threshold is like the baby bird leaving the best, a most important time for support and for room to experience and master oneSelf. 

In the map of the new terrain of human experience, it’s a primary threshold. 

the blessing of darshan is conveyed with recognition of Life. All is alive. 

presence is the fundamental. Absence is the harmonic and can be achieved through diligent effort or released at will. 

Presence is also called power, or love. 

Disconnection, connection, light, dark, have, have not, all are illusion, harmonics. Fun to play with but don’t build a bridge out of them. 

to rush into transcendence before fully being is like going on an extended vacation with no preparation or packing. A ripped suitcase full of hastily grabbed dirty clothes, cat left behind with a full litterbox and empty food bowl, dry plants, unpaid bills, no passport, 1 shoe and dirty underwear. 

Instead, start with BEing. Embody clearly, fully, intentionally and let that be the launching point for the creative journey through and past manifestation. 

depression is difficult to address causally because it’s not a thing to have a cause. Depression is an absence of presence. Presence is the informing vital principle. Without presence, we cease to function, to BE, in form. 

Attempting to assign causality to absence is trying to find the origin of space and attempting to fill it. All of it. Unwise in the extreme. 

Instead, when experiencing what is referred to as depression, consider presence. Choose that which allows presence. Follow its lead and let it sculpt you. 

Organ functionality and hormonal balance are but incidental aspects only obliquely related. 

There are 2 states of existence, love and illusion. Love is alignment, illusion is not alignment. Choose. 

at some point the compulsive self analysis of the watcher is replaced by the larger “Self” that no longer judges or mistrusts the “self” enough to give a fuck. This is called play. 





The closest we can come in language to describe humans is as works of art, not products. 

Understanding ourselves through systems such as meyers-Briggs, or even integral quadrants is appropriate for evaluating products. Integral is high 4D but 4D nonetheless. 

To truly experience what is being called the 5D shift we must understand ourselves as a conscious, creatively embodied, unique aspect of Allthstis in form. The nearest approximation in language is a work of art. 

Evaluation of art is through critique, reflection, direct experience  and contemplation. 

Balance is a crucial element of art. We must embody a balance of personal Design and transpersonal Divine to become realized works. 



Truth can be understood as alignment 

Everything written has an agenda. Everything. Learn to read behind the lines. Follow the money. 

Do you have authority over your own nourishment?

Which is more important to you, timing or logic? In timing there is grounding. What is grounding?